ankle deep in mud

so today has been particularly cathartic i must say.
while treading on the edge of insanity for wretchedly longer than i would have preferred, i am now safely back within the confines of my over-indulgent, never-endingly random mind.
bet you're glad to know that arent you.
dont lie.

[looks around carefully]
im eating peanut butter cups and i don't wish to share

the sprinklers are making that lovely impostor rain sound they love to torture me with. i swear its a form of sweet laced revenge from mother nature.

i completely indulged myself with terrible court programs today.
they're ridiculous really...yet i cant stop myself from watching them once they've began. so rarely do i have the opportunity to actually sit and watch them in entirety. i must say that judge judy is my favourite.

the children have decided to wander back into the house, wet of course. apparently they're incapable of not walking thru the sprinklers. im ok with this. they seem to think they're getting away with something...and i allow them to think it. it works well for us.

a nice sort of..calmness is surrounding me currently.
i shall enjoy it for however long it lasts...basking in the feeling of 'almost happy'



with that - i bid you adieu


current mood: serene
current listening pleasure: k's choice